Whatever I felt
It just wasn’t real
It just won’t be real
Will never be real
It’s just my mind playing tricks on me
Trying to let me lose control
But no more
I can’t feel like this again
If these feelings are real at all
But if they weren’t real
Then why do I feel like this
Then why does this hurt me
Then why does it matter
I just can’t, won’t, don’t feel like this
It’s over, no more
This was the last time
You feel the way you do, because reality, to you, makes you feel like that. Meaning that yóur reality makes it real, and even when you struggle you can’t make it any better than it is.
So I hope, honey, that you will snap back into another reality that doesn’t make you face things that you don’t want to be real.
*Hugs tightly*
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